Dead Dream Wishes

I WISHED A DAY OF LOVE AND RESPECT AND MY WISH CAME TRUE
I WISHED FOR MY TRUE LOVE TO COME FORWARD AND MY WISH CAME TRUE
I WISHED FOR MY WISHES TO HAPPEN IN REAL LIFE AND NOT IN MY DREAMS
MY WISH DIDN'T COME TRUE
SO NOW I LAY HERE WAITING FOR MY LIFE TO END
FOR I CANNOT TAKE ANYMORE PAIN AND SUFFERING IN MY LIFE
FROM MY LOVED ONES, MY ENEMIES, MY SOUL AND THE WORLD
SO I STAND UP AND TAKE A KNIFE AND SAY
WITH THIS KNIFE IN MY HAND I SHALL STAB MY SELF 10 TIMES
AND I SHALL FALL INTO MY GRAVE AND DIE HAPPILY
BUT IT DIDN'T HAPPEN FOR NOW I AM DEAD AND I AM CURSED
TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD FOREVER WITH THE PAIN IN MY MEMORIES
AND MY LONG LAST DEAD LIFE
SO WHEN YOU PASS MY GRAVE PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY WAY TO THE LIGHT